starry nights & hand grenades Lyrics

Sometimes

I wake up hoping I will live for

Lifetimes

Other days I just want to

Rewind

Choke myself out in the womb and

Subside

Sleep in an eternal night time

I feel sometimes happy sometimes empty

My god what's the reason that you sent me

My vice is forever chasing virtue

That's nice, tell me love oh do you hurt too

Summertime feels far away

Starry nights and hand grenades

Looks like diamonds in the sky

Fields flicker with fireflies

And before I lay my body down to sleep

I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah

I'm stuck in this idealistic daydream

I search the dreary sky for a stray sunbeam

I've been going on walks every midnight

Until I see silhouettes in the streetlights

I tried to go to church, connect with people

I sat in my car, stared at the steeple

I heard the choir sing angelic voices

I thought of all my mistakes and bad choices

Summertime feels far away

Starry nights and hand grenades

Looks like diamonds in the sky

Fields flicker with fireflies

And before I lay my body down to sleep

I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah

I have climbed mountain after mountain

In hopes one day I will find the fountain

Of wealth, mental health, and love and wisdom

The old me is gone, oh do you miss him

Summertime feels far away

Starry nights and hand grenades

Looks like diamonds in the sky

Fields flicker with fireflies

And before I lay my body down to sleep

I can only pray, pray to you my soul to keep yeah