Attaining Breath Opposing Death Lyrics

17 I shot my best friend on my way to kill this fool

And ever since my comprehensions got me in my feelings

Full of toxins cuz I'm not equipped to process the instilling spool

That weaves me in to not submit, subconsciously unwilling fool

I spent another 18 years I been up wastin tasting tears

Ended up a criminal that couldn't even face his peers

I don't appreciate just havin people demonstrate they have my back

Seems that'll be the next attack initiated

I'm so unraveled and I wish these holds that grip me faded

Send some help to stitch me up

Untwist these ugly riffs created

End up walkin free without addiction stalkin seekin

Any chance to leap in like a hawk and leave me gawkin speedin

And hopefully I'll put an end to these apologies

That constantly atop my mind diminish all my qualities

My bleedin heart might even start to reach a place that keeps a spark

Find a partner I ain't always showing out for be a part of

No more doubts or holding out because I'm afraid of being scarred

Just showing how I'm going out cuz now it's changed and seein art

I built up from the ground displayed And floating through the gleamin stars

Around a better sounding name resounding claims thats keepin charge

I'm truly devastated tootsie needs a bed to lay in

Not the scenes of me in prison zooming out on meth evadin

Losing out on time I lost his dude who thinks he's better hated

Got my baby snatched away and truly thought it's dead and stayed in

Ruins cuz my broken heart consumed thought I'd never make it back

And keep on bukin off and dude he caused some messed up placement

James your a bitch for that

I ain't came to forget the fact

What I maintain is that one day I'm gone get you for that

Feeling like I'm losing time excusing my abuse inclined

To take enough to do me in and finally end this stupid life

I never win I'm crucified Abusing those who route beside

And make it tough to truly win so you should face the truth and slide

Feeling like I'm losing time excusing my abuse inclined

To take enough to do me in and finally end this stupid life

I never win I'm crucified Abusing those who route beside

And make it tough to truly win so you should face the truth and slide

Look homey honestly I've been live in discontent

And probably need to clarify my situation shits a trip

I couldn't get a grip cuz echo wouldn't take me back

my shoulders been a little chipped and ain't no way to fake the fact

My bitter taste attacked me had me on a shaken path

I want to be much more than all the shattered dreams that break his back

It's like I'm never right I need to lead a better life

Or reading into what I've seen like geez why won't it ever lighten

Money is fucked can't even get a place to stand

And everything I try just ends up leaving me with face in hands

I don't expect for you to come up with the debt

I'm just explaining what I'm going through don't take it as a check

That shit is petty homie moneys lame as letting phonies

Jeoporadize integrity by letting fake shit bed your home G

I'm just here represent this ABOD family next of kin

Explaining my infected mind and why it seems so wrecked and sick

Feeling like I'm losing time excusing my abuse inclined

To take enough to do me in and finally end this stupid life

I never win I'm crucified Abusing those who route beside

And make it tough to truly win so you should face the truth and slide

Feeling like I'm losing time excusing my abuse inclined

To take enough to do me in and finally end this stupid life

I never win I'm crucified Abusing those who route beside

And make it tough to truly win so you should face the truth and slide