Empty (Not Myself) Lyrics

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Let's deteriorate together in a garden of flowers

You feel me

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I feel empty I'm not myself

Please don't tempt me I'll kill myself

I feel empty I'm not myself

Please don't tempt me I'll kill myself

I feel crazy I just don't know

Why you hate me that hurt my soul

Pressure made me I'm on my own

Eyes all hazy smokin' my zone

I been thinkin' bout how imma die

Prolly from the women that be fuckin up my life

I Don't wanna think about the shit I'm here tonight

But if shorty slit my wrist I'll be happy when I die

Sliding uptown in a coupe

I could die today won't mean shit to any you

Tryna love myself and I promise that I do

I just hate this fuckin' world and how these people move

I don't trust in anybody else

Maybe I feel empty and I wanna kill myself

Imma keep it moving leave the pistol on the shelf

I ain't tryna think about it I remember how I felt

Suicidal contemplations

I move by with stimulation

Imma let the beat ride out for a second you feel me

I just need a moment to cope with life

You know what I'm saying I been dealing with bullshit for as long as I can remember

Shit ain't easy you feel me

I feel empty I'm not myself

Please don't tempt me I'll kill myself

I feel empty I'm not myself

Please don't tempt me I'll kill myself

People do me dirty like I never really mattered

I been feeling down so I'm tryna climb the ladder

Possibly a junkie for your love I gotta have it

So you're all I think about and over you I'm going savage

Why am I like this I just gotta feel attached

Prolly from the traumas with my mother and my dad

Gotta broken family I'm just tryna get the cash

Ain't no benefit to come when you dwelling on the past

Some things happen unexpected

My hearts racing how you left it

What I'm facing has me stressing

If it breaks me that's a lesson

I don't wanna have to learn

Tryna ease the pain when the backwoods burn

Everything I got is everything I earned

And I only got myself till I'm buried In the dirt

Heart real cold nowadays

Tell me why you hate me when you made me this way

When you text me hey i don't have too much to say

Now you crying on the phone like how you're missing me today

That don't make no sense to me but whatever

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