Still Trying (Lost) Lyrics

Said I'm still trying

You know that I love you, What does love feel like

I think I'm a stranger I'm not like man kind

Don't even know what goes on in my own mind

Eh

Said I'm still trying

Can't take the stress no more I've got this pain inside

Can feel it in my chest and running down my spine

How much longer can I last I'm running out of time

Eh

Said I'm still trying

You'll always be my dog I can't forget my slime

But I just gotta focus to the top I'll grind

Knew I was gonna shine when I saw stars align

Yeah

I'm still walking down this cold road tryna figure out what's wrong

Maybe I can understand myself If I create this song

I knew I wasn't like the others man I don't even belong

Lemme keep it real with y'all

I don't know whats going on

But

Imma stay calm

Keep rollin and play along

Puffin papers ain't no more bongs

No more haters can do me wrong

Kept it player, guess I was strong

Danger Danger Call me King Kong

But when did I last shed a tear?

Man I won't lie hasn't been long

Shit

Feels like I'm looking through a screen

Why can't life be what it seems

Nah its just a scheme of dreams

That they want you to believe

And

Why I feel like A Robo Man who's got no soul

But if I can withstand the hand of evil so far then I ain't lost hope

And Ill be damned if my phone gone ring and and I find out somehow that I lost a bro

Well how a brother gone cope?

I don't know but imma walk my road

Stay 10 ten toes down don't fold

These blessings come and go

Mama asking when I'm coming home

Shit mama I don't know

I'm takin it as I go

Im still your lil boy I hope you know

Said I'm still trying

You know that I love you, What does love feel like

I think I'm a stranger I'm not like man kind

Don't even know what goes on in my own mind

Eh

Said I'm still trying

Can't take the stress no more I've got this pain inside

Can feel it in my chest and running down my spine

How much longer can I last I'm running out of time

Eh

Said I'm still trying

You'll always be my dog I can't forget my slime

But I just gotta focus to the top I'll grind

Knew I was gonna shine when I saw stars align

Yeah

Huh

Like why the finer things in life so far away

Im tryna get up on that world class level for our own sake

It probably will not be today

But best believe I'm finna take all my loved ones on holiday

Wonder what my dads gotta say

We don't speak but its all love anyway

Hope my lil sister be okay

And my big bro doing his thing

Man I love my fam they be in my heart and thoughts each and every day

Man I wish I could take a break

But

I gotta keep moving

Keep my head up like Pac stay lucid

If I fall down get up no snoozing

Live yo life, your path you choose it

Stay cruising

Don't you worry bout mistakes and messing up my g you human

Its gone be hard to see the end goal in time boy it be confusing

Just hold on tight to the things that bring joy in life don't lose em

Thank God for the all things we got, be grateful don't abuse em

The devil gone try and pull you down don't let him try refuse him

He finds your struggles funny so he be laughing they amuse him

Mch

Keep trooping

Said I'm still trying

You know that I love you, What does love feel like

I think I'm a stranger I'm not like man kind

Don't even know what goes on in my own mind

Eh

Said I'm still trying

Can't take the stress no more I've got this pain inside

Can feel it in my chest and running down my spine

How much longer can I last I'm running out of time

Eh

Said I'm still trying

You'll always be my dog I can't forget my slime

But I just gotta focus to the top I'll grind

Knew I was gonna shine when I saw stars align

Yeah

Said I'm still trying