Black and White Lyrics

Uh

Hey there

It's forever with me

If you try to leave

They'll find me dead

And in the room

If they walk in

Alot of red

I can't explain it baby

Let's run away

Life is way to gray

I'm getting anxious

I hate to waiting

My heart start's racing

I'm too depressed

I don't know what's wrong with me

Imma turn up dead

Everything ends

I don't wanna sound pessimistic

We just don't know when

I wanna explain it

Maybe imma hop on meds

Cause I'm waay too sad

And I'm chasing

The happiness

That I can not catch

The world needs a sad kid

To keep the emotions in balance

Yeah I wish I was happy

Maybe I'd see life in colour

Black and white is a tragedy

Sad that it's getting duller

If I could take it away

In a sec

I'd do it

But umm

What if I

Decided I'm sliting my wrist and died

And

What if I

Took drugs to get high just to get by

And

What if

I followed my dad to the club had a sick time

And

What if

I told you I been down this road this the sixth time

I wish I could grow old but Trevor

Is really making music

So that will not happen

My fates been decided

The devil's clapping

A lonely road

And misery

Will happen

You can't balance balance

With imbalance

My dream is to stay in a rainy cabin

But to prove them wrong

I'll first buy a mansion

Then I'll close the curtains

Drown in sadness

Uh

As of lately

As of lately

I been so sad and miserable

I don't know what to say

And I've said that again

But I'm really too sad to even know

Uh

I been staying up late

And sleeping in the day

And I've not seen the sun in I don't even know

Uh

Is it real I don't even know

Feel like I'm in a loop it's mysterious

I'm just listing my problems

And I don't like to share

Like to think of myself as a God

But I can not compare

I think of dying young

Not passing twenties yeah

I hope it's not as painful

As electric chairs

But my life's tragedy

I'm on a balcony

I'm thinking bout jumping off

Hope noone catches me

The meter of pain says alot

So I stopped counting it

There's no highs just lows

Who has the drugs for me