Temptations ft. Malakaithegreat Lyrics

I feel like if people knew how to control their temptations and express themselves Properly then people would be deemed or considered as elite people

Because when you have control over your mind and your body then you're capable of Anything

Your life is in your hands you're fate is in your hands nobody no matter the situation Nobody can effect that but you

I had to find my blessing had to use pain as a weapon

I'm my own person fuck the crowds I got my own perception

As I get older nobody sees shit from my perspective

So I get colder and overdose off these lethal weapons

My minds a weapon I walk like kings but feel like peasants

It's gone get harder to face the darkness and learn the lesson

Just don't get numb like me so you can hear my message

You gotta grab what you want and treat that shit as a fetish

In love with my mind and body that's the thing that I know

They don't really care about you that's just how the time goes

If I knew this before then I wouldn't be suicidal

Only thing suicide is my suicide hoe

Meaning She gone die for me

I compete with rivalry

I'm my biggest enemy my heart just like the knife for me

Trying to find self peace is the only thing that's exciting me

Partying and playing the game not feeling right for me

I just read the books instead

Study how to fix my head

Got PTSD so the doctor put me on different meds

Now my heart is numb and shit don't give into the shit they said

I control emotions I no longer want to grip the tech

Niggas think they gangsters they ain't ever seen a dead body

I seen that shit happen in front of me and my friends got me

Told me not to tell a soul

Then I saw the day get cold

But I knew it was my fault because my ass was far from home

Only did it to escape from all the pain that I behold

Fighting with my mom and dad and all the lies that I was told

Been scarred at 10 years old been hit laying on the road

Got PTSD from that shit and I thought my life was gone

Then I lost a friend in front of my face that's a different low

Then I lost a friend to suicide a couple days ago

Now death don't even bother me don't answer when they calling me

Took mine I took theirs call that demonic robbery

I got out that cycle and taught myself how to face precision

I got self-awareness a Nigga Never make haste decisions

Comfortable enough with my thoughts now I hate the living

Rather be alone in the dark then fucking with hating bitches

Damn bro I ain't know you had that on your mental

I'm glad instead of suicide you chose this instrumental

Just know that you and I meeting wasn't no accidental

When I was young I had to turn my gun into a pencil

So we one in the same me and you we just like brothers

We on the same frequency way different from others

And as you get older you'll see that it don't get no better

When you playing your cards make sure you keeping it clever

The devil is real just know that he out to get you

Using the temptation and all the guilt you bringing with you

I ain't no preacher or no pastor I'm just speaking facts

So when you make it make sure that you read the contract

I only tell you this because I want you to succeed

And though you young we are the last of a dying breed

Don't let your past get the best of you I know its hard

Do whatever it takes to get you out that prison yard

So if you ever need anything I'm a call away

Through ever turn I better know that's there's a brighter day

Before I let you go there is one thing you need to know

Fear is the only thing that everyone's afraid to show