good days gone Lyrics

I went to the mall now I'm alone

They at Exquisite now I'm home

You know how messed up I was when you overdosed

And all of a sudden we over woah

Tired of the bullshit I should just go to sleep

The flaws within people we've been known to see

I ain't weird I just got a good memory

Especially for these rats that don't remember me

I remember our first interaction

Updated my collection I now got Mike Jackson

You like Judy yelling about law & order

I hope you're happy but I ain't gon be your martyr

I wanna leave the house where do I got to go

Everybody got plans without me so I'm bored

And y'all always praying that I'm depressed

Y'all got what you wanted can't handle the stress

Yes

I believe what I say I say it with chest

I came all this way for you I don't care about the rest

Can't be bothered with them I'll just make another mess

I'm in a snake pit my mind can't take it

A part of me wants this I can't escape it

The good days gone I'm on my own

Look up to God he's all I know

I call these people my friends yet I ain't in their presence

How i'm not at the party and still buy the best present

Let it all work out God knows what's best

I'm excited yet stressed God knows what's next

I know y'all love to see me in a poor mental state

Is it hard to understand I want my mental space

Y'all love kicking me while I'm down have some shame

I'm fine with the hate just want the love to compensate

I be going through the roughest patches every 4 months

Every time I go through it alone cause y'all asses give no love

How I'm allergic and still got the most nuts 

Hoping you could change your mind but it won't budge

I'm not gonna snitch on myself

So don't act concerned about my mental health

You'd love to see me hop off that roof

I'm gon do the opposite and hop in that coupe

I believe what I say I say it with chest

I came all this way for you I don't care about the rest

Every word I say makes a whole other mess

I'm in a snake pit my mind can't take it

A part of me wants this but I can't escape it

The good days gone I'm on my own

Look up to God he's all I know