Combray ft. Vanek Lyrics

Nothing explodes into something so delicate

Fragile I can't see what it will eventually be

Dust seems to settle in circles surrounding

A rhythm that's pounding and sinewaves inherently

Float through serenity

Silence can't shatter a void filled with matter

Closer together and gravity melts what is soaring in belts

Time moving faster a sun burning out in this chaos I wake up inside

Of me wanting to break me free

Make some sense of this chaos

Some sense of the dark

Make some sense of my thoughts getting colder

My heart growing older

Welcome to myality

I have written deceit like a story in me

Just to find that the rivers I float on stand still

In between my reflection, the mirror

My eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world

I can tell you the words that I've spoken

The boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in

As I'm turning a page on my darkness

I'm hyper receptive

A motion that slows down within

Craving tomorrow alone with the world

Late at night and my thoughts only bounce of the walls

I am answering my calls

I'm a deaf man a dead man afraid of the dark

I'm afraid of my shadow

Afraid of the gallows my mind has drawn

Where's the break of dawn

Where is the morning sun

Where is where I run

Eyes going grey as my presence erases

Something implodes into nothing

So delicate fragile

I can't see what it will eventually be

Apathy, bleeding its way through me

I have written deceit like a story in me

Just to find that the rivers I float on stand still

In between my reflection, the mirror

My eyes seem to pierce through a fever that colors my world

I can tell you the words that I've spoken

The boundaries I've broken to get to the state that I'm in

As I'm turning a page on my darkness

I'm hyper receptive, A motion that slows down within

I just linger I hover I sever my ties

Going out in the open I fall down I cry

I believe in my failure, I sentence myself

I get up every morning, forgetting again

How to breath in a moment, eternally lost

Like a secret unspoken the words that I've crossed

I will cover my traces, will whisper my thoughts

There will never be proof of the wars that I've fought