I Don't Lyrics

And just know this is my truth

And if you don't like it

Than maybe you need to look within cuz

I hold myself in high regard

It's like I'm waiting for a new knife to stab me up or possibly it's 2 like

I stated what I knew and truly hate what I went thru might

Once upon a time if things were different been a true light

But in this situation simply turned me to a fool I've

Been obnoxious and caught up

Impartial to wanna be sought of

A cause for me to write so many songs

I'm not really part of

Cuz I'm just what you want whenever you ain't top of his hard up

But it's my feelings that get tossed aside and not even thought of

I don't involve myself with anyone

I've gone and dealt so many cuz

I'm constantly in search of someone

Topping where I've been in love

And cautious with my heart

Cuz know I'm not the kind to get it shunned

I'm honest in the spark and don't apologize for giving up

But it's the route you took that has me conflicted

Cuz you so surely look exactly like my feelings I live with

But only get to see the really viewed come spilling with liquid

And it's so real we end up stealing truth revealed in the sickness

I don't wanna feel this way that I'm feelin and I don't

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin and I don't

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I don't

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I promise

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin and I dont

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin

And I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin

It's like I never even thought about my heart and all this time I've been so not allowed

A single person brought around me any chance to walk a route

I hate the thought of letting someone into where I've fought a bout

And maybe cuz I went and did so quick w you I wanted now

The reason the visits end up so sweet and the inches

I walked so slowly then just lost it went and leaped into witness

A gleaming beacon of briskness with such fly features and since this

Is now I see the reason nothing like the dream i envisioned

I sit alone in my four cornered room staring at this phone

Alone and see never even

Took you out or thru the reasons every way you couldn't doubt

The type of lover like me would have shook you need to look around

It's ended a friendship that became some dim lit intentions

To Tell the truth I just resent you

Drew me in then dismissed it

I never even dream of me and you or seek it and kick it

But unlike you I won't be the fool pretending to get with

I don't wanna feel this way that I'm feelin I swear

I don't wanna feel this way that I'm feelin I promise

I don't wanna feel this way that I'm feelin damnit

I don't wanna feel this way that I'm feelin bro

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I swear to god

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I promise

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I swear to god

And I ain't wrote this song to make you feel like anything

I'm simply stating thoughts I've drowned in dispositioned many ways

And simply put i drift to now we frenemies cuz any fave

Would not have let me gawk and shout and tempt me with so many things

I know the signs and vocalize with any bitch I've know that likes

It's nope we don't approach or try to even kinda socialize

I told no lies I'll never be so hopeful someone's throwin vibes

And break me down cuz I was simply showing what I hold inside

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feeling I swear to god

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin god damnit

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin I swear to god

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin man

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin

I don't wanna feel this weight that I'm feelin

I don't wanna feel the way that I'm feelin god damnit