September 22 Lyrics

I felt this energy before in a different form, a warmth in my core

In my brothers corneas I've seen the world

Closest Ill get to seein it through him, but I can see it for him

I cant stress dying for niggas I'm still living for

Just know my strength in your shine

And loses I've taken in private

Yall still inspired the fighting

I'm indebted forever

And I meant it forever

Hurts I cant save my brothers

Cant even save myself

Cant even say that now

My ego won't believe it

I wear the weight of that weakness

Feel it in my gut when I cant breathe

Not knowing what you need

And tryna be enough to stop the bleeding

Knowing I cant do that for you

But I want it for you more than I want anything for me

We always chasin something

Feelin like we been running out of time

I'm lying if I said I fear nothin

Just no man who a bleed like me

Or walk on two feet like me

Nothing going to carry me but mine

Know they push they narratives

We been prepared for this its fine

Flair and a slick pair of lips wont paralyze, we organized

At this point peril just a way of life

I died a while ago

No idols, No being idle

They puttin stock in our death

Every second buyin sellin

Feel the pressure in my head

In my cells

My clenched fist only relax to point my palms to the sky

Only peace I know in god, I pray for vision in time

Patience and triumph

I don't whisper this, I make it clear and say it aloud

My safety in Allah

It only happened if he willed it

Whole world spinnin on my finger tips like a wilson

All I needed was could when I was withered and wilting

Had belief in myself and belief in what we was building

My pen heavy

Desperate for anything

I been stressed and empty

Cant tell if they not listening or they just dont get it

But I been here before and its the worst feeling

And I eat it cause that be all I can do with it

And its sickness in illusions

Coming to uncomfortable conclusions

Had enough of bumping my head and lookin up in confusion

In my eyes a question feel like beggin for help and that's just foolish

Everything worth anything gon take a collective to do it

I love you for who you prove you wanna be lets see to it