I'm Not Okay, I Never Fuckin Was Lyrics

Fuck it up

Gimme some

Make it numb

Goin dumb

Drinking from

My sippy cup

Giving love

Havin fun

That's enough

Way too drunk

Too much pain

In my blood

In my veins it's a fuckin flood

I'm not okay I never fuckin was

I just thought you use some perspective

To really see the angle that I come from

I never knew life was such a beautiful blessing

But here I go fuckin it all up

Gettin drunk on the words of a loved one

I'm just sayin that's a hell of a drug

Imma pull up at the spot with a plus one

She the only person I can really trust

Love is a drug, we love it too much

Addicted to someone you couldn't fuck enough

Still fuckin up, stuck in a loop

Got my head in a box

Ambition pushin through the roof

I can see the bigger picture it's written in the sand

Imma dick her down, post up on OnlyFans

She was always into singers in a band

I'm just a demon in my youth, god damn

And I'm out here fiending for another friend to call fam

Fuck it up

Gimme some

Make it numb

Goin dumb

Drinking from

My sippy cup

Giving love

Havin fun

That's enough

Way too drunk

Too much pain

In my blood

In my veins it's a fuckin flood

I'm not okay I never fuckin was

You fit the bill but

Boy I can stretch that shit

I cop a thrift shop deal

That shit lookin expensive

In the fittin room tryna get dressed again

She peekin thru tryna watch me wear it

I catch a glance wanna really make it last

So I turn around and show a lil bit of ass

Chaotic good, with a lil bit of bad

I still get a lil bit mad but I'm learnin to drop that shit real quick

Fuck it up

Gimme some

Make it numb

Goin dumb

Drinking from

My sippy cup

Giving love

Havin fun

That's enough

Way too drunk

Too much pain

In my blood

In my veins it's a fuckin flood

I'm not okay I never fuckin was

Cause baby just hit my phone with a home alone text

But as much as I wanna go bone

Your boy is workin a long ass shift