What We Had Lyrics

I wake up too early

It's four a.m. again

The first thought that hits me

Is of you and me back then

The memory makes me happy

For a second I feel okay

But shortly thereafter

I'm numbed by the pain

I keep blaming myself

My fear is

That I'll never again

Have what we had

That I played my cards

And I lost

That this is it

Until the end

Trying to stay sane

You know it'll be alright

But when the sorrow strikes it doesn't feel that way

And it's harder each and every day

A part of me still loves you

I guess it always will

Hope I'm strong enough to make it through the pain

And find true love again

Sometimes I'm worried

My fear is

That I'll never again

Have what we had

That I played my cards

And I lost

That this is it

Until the end

I keep blaming myself

My fear is

That I'll never again

Have what we had

That I played my cards

And I lost

That this is it

Until the end