In Shock Lyrics

Cold sweats in an empty space

Silent room with a mind so loud

Everywhere I look I see your face

I wanna take my eyes out

Been trying figure my mind out

Felt so alive but it's like I'm dying now

The cries starting to calm down

Tear ducts might be drying out

Love can't be bought

Doesn't matter how much you put on a platter

But when you stop

It'll matter and it'll make 'em feel sadder

If their love drops

Butterflies lost

The connection is cracked

The electrical vibes can't start up a spark

And it's bad

Too good for our own good

Not good enough for them to keep the relationship in tact

One person shouldn't have to be the main source of energy

Should be 50 50 to keep it 100 and dishonesty is a real enemy

My teammate pulling back

I can't take a shot if it means that

There's no one there to catch

The rebound and help me retract

Have you ever been

Physically deleted

The memory of you

Non existent in their mind

Every part of your

Body being eaten

Being torn apart suffering while alive

I was sweet to you

Kept it real with you

I won't deny it

I wasn't perfect

Neither were you

No point in lying

But

I was sweet to you

Kept it real with you

I keep on fighting

With myself every night and

Every night and

I don't want to live like this

It's horrible

It's horrible

Feeling lost and betrayed

By what I don't know

God give me some clarity

So that I can heal

God give me some clarity

Why did this happen to me

It's so unreal

Why did this happen to me

In shock

Body submerged in ice I'm

Hurting myself with my thoughts

Weight on your shoulders from my

Care and emotions was heavy

But that ain't why you left me

Turns out you were unhappy

We were just dying laughing

Caution talks weren't worth having

In shock

Blind sided

By your

Planning

You left

My heart

Empty

Handed

Right before a new year was about to happen

Is there someone that's implanting

Fake promises that are gonna hurt

I set myself aside and put you first

In shock

Body submerged in ice I'm

In shock

Body submerged in ice I'm