daunting Lyrics

Everything my mind is so fucked up

It doesn't let me sleep, guess it's just tough luck

That's what I tell myself, but I know that it's a lie

All the thoughts haunting me so I stay inside

Wanna shut the door, wanna kick it out

It doesn't even pay rent, my life's going south

Making so many songs because I'm so bored

Way many more than I thought I would before

The pandemic hit hard on my mental

Used to be smiling, now I don't cuz of my dental

Well, my teeth aren't that bad it's just a rhyme

And that rhymes with me wanting to die

All the time, I don't want to so I wont

Keeping my head up, I just float

Can't swim, can't fine my way back

Then you all just look down and laugh

Knocking on the door but I don't let it inside

My mind won't let you stay another night, no

You don't get to haunt me, you don't get to taunt me

I wanna fight back, but it seems so daunting

I feel bad enough so I let it in

It only makes it worse, now it's all in my head

Now I'm paralyzed, it won't let me sleep

I'm so terrified, I don't wanna kill me

It's knocking on the door but I don't let it inside

My mind won't let you stay another night

You don't get to haunt me, you don't get to taunt me

I wanna fight back, but it seems so daunting

I feel bad enough so I let it in

It only makes it worse, now it's all in my head

Now I'm paralyzed, it won't let me sleep

I'm so terrified, I don't wanna kill me

When I'm writing these songs everybody calls me emo

I'm just writing how I feel, so don't listen to me no

I'm just saying what I wanna say

I ain't Taylor Swift but the haters gonna hate

So many days where I'm missing the old world

By now I'm missing it more than Juice WRLD

May he rest in piece, he's left this pain

Of the world that we live in, I've gone insane

Why did we evolve into this

All we do is turn the world into this abyss

All the animals are hunted and killed

And they never even got to write a will (Damn)

Yet another rhyme, another poem I wrote

People saying this whole passion is a joke

All I'm saying is that I don't care what you say

I will do what I wanna do either way

Knocking on the door but I don't let it inside

My mind won't let you stay another night

You don't get to haunt me, you don't get to taunt me

I wanna fight back, but it seems so daunting

I feel bad enough so I let it in

It only makes it worse, now it's all in my head

Now I'm paralyzed, it won't let me sleep

I'm so terrified, I don't wanna kill me

Its knocking on the door but I don't let it inside

My mind won't let you stay another night

You don't get to haunt me, you don't get to taunt me

I wanna fight back, but it seems so daunting

I feel bad enough so I let it in

It only makes it worse, now it's all in my head

Now I'm paralyzed, it won't let me sleep

I'm so terrified, I don't wanna kill me