Misery (4am) Lyrics

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key

Got me feeling got me feeling

Misery just loves my company

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Misery just loves my company

Had me thinking it was just me

But then again I never really been that lucky

I get the feeling everybody wants to fuck me

And ain't a mother fucking soul that really trusts me

Must be something I did in a past life

No I ain't really been living nothing but bad times

I get up into my feelings, and writing sad rhymes

Just to keep my mind off of taking my damn life

I told you I'm dealing with problems

Ain't nobody about to help me come solve them

Up every night steady turning and tossing

Pain on my brain so I deal with this often

I'm getting lost in

All these emotions I've been withholding

Swear to God shit got me losing my focus

This is my therapy, that's why I wrote this

Hold it

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key

Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek

Misery just loves my company

That's why they fuck with me, then duck from me

And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Misery just loves my company

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Misery just loves my company

I'm feeling mixed up

I don't give a fuck, and at the same time I'm still caring too much

Anxiety got my heart feeling a rush

Insomnia keep my head stuck in a run

I never know what

I should do to make a move

I get up on the mic and spit my truth

Everything I'm feeling, what I'm going through

Or should I just try to relate to you

And speak on the way I pretend I'm okay

So hopefully nobody lock me away

See the look on they faces, they think that I'm cray

But this be the shit that I feel every day

Losing the ones that I love, and it's strange

Spend all of my time in a state of decay

This life is the game that I don't want to play

All up in my feelings don't want to explain

Hey

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Cause I'm in too deep, and it ain't low key

Got me feeling weak and it's looking bleek

Misery just loves my company

That's why they fuck with me, then duck from me

And everybody wants to pretend they loving me so

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Misery just loves my company

4AM and I ain't been to sleep

Misery just loves my company