Even wit Fate / Today I'm Breathing Lyrics

Uhhh, wake up and get right to work

I don't got time to be idle, I stay in the cycle of writing a bridge to the verse

While striking the words

I been encouraged to envision and dial the hurt

A nigga been fighting the urge to purge myself, they like to think it's an aversion

Living is learning, I learned my suicidality break the people I love

Women I flirt with, I turned fatality into the reason they shouldn't have left

But in my version, I just expressed the reality

I knew was true to myself

What's for certain just 'cuz I wan' die don't mean I'll do it, yeah, I know I am blessed

Sometimes I say what I mean but don't really mean what I say

My life been made of dreams, the demons gone take me away

Hey, I like the way the fiend said I shouldn't be breathing today

But today I'm breathing, so I'll find a reason to cook and get even wit fate

I awaken, get on the move

Eat some bacon, put on a loop

Music I'm making, giving me fuel

I don't need coffee, still I'm drinking it too

And wit the booze, I get a lil saucy, sorry

My bars be on cue they pawning this shit like porky while I'm so smooth

Fading to even tracks two pieces even the fade

Was made for the speaking, but in this game

Sometimes you speak and get made

I hate convenience, but it's so inconvenient to hate

Delayed the sleeping crazy, now all my sleep is delayed

Sometimes I say what I mean but don't really mean what I say

My life been made of dreams, these demons gone take me away

Hey, I like the way the fiend said I shouldn't be breathing today

But today I'm breathing, so I'll find a reason to cook and get even wit fate

Today I'm breathing, I'll wait to leave here

Babe, somehow you start my heart beating again and again

Today I'm breathing, it's great, I mean it

Maybe all I really need are my friends, my friends, my friends

So I keep on breathing though i dream of leaving

She keep me feeling something deep inside my soul

And today I'm breathing, oh, I'll wait til' the evening

And lay it shamefully, can you clean and shine my woes

Today I'm breathing, I got woes, I got demons

I got flows that I only spit in seasons, ain't tryna teach 'em

The deepest feeling you get when leaving got me believing

That life is deceiving, even wit fate today I'm breathing

So I might just skip all the sleeping and dreaming, flip on a beat and start speaking

Writtens and frees got me making different vibes

They start talking 'bout my youth, but there's where the infant dies

My distant mind found the truth, but now it's back to ignant times

I live wit crimes, acknowledgement in my prime

Don't follow the niggas, blind to the fact that you in a bind on a consistent grind

The wisdom come from all the struggle, insufficient funds

Is commitment supposed to be fun?

We been conditioned that we shouldn't have none

I guess that's where I should've put in a pun

'Bout how relationships are work, you gotta put in the time

But then you couldn't have climbed to the level you at

Is that my narcissism or is that a relevant fact?

I'm hard to listen to for many, hardly, shit that's known by plenty

Off the script, I used to pawn the Henny, nigga wanted pennies

Now I'm onto wantin' Grammys, flauntin' shit like they candies

On the script, I ain't had a plan B

Is that bold? Am I antsy?

I inhale and exhale, life a beach and it's sandy

Gotta flow wit the ocean, gotta trust things you can't see

What crashes crashes, I'm snapping ashes

The gas keep me out the madness and breathing, it's just a practice