Losing it Lyrics

It's obvious they don't want me to win

Everything's falling apart I'm on my third bottle of Gin

Baby mama is a bitch and she's stressing me out

Should've followed my first mind nutted up in her mouth

Now I can't see my daughter it's pulling me out of order

Everything I flip my wallet see her face it gets harder

And I'm a good father different from the normal

But it seems like my life is catching up to karma

Gotta move on the first light bill due

My car wreck no insurance my cellphone through

They say you can pick your friends but not your family

Playing truth or dare with God he keep daring me

Headed down the same road no body there for me

Solo I'd probably been signed and that's what's tearing me

What I made this bed so fuck it I'll lay in it

The pain got me teary eyed so my eyes stay tinted

And who's to trust when my friends are snakes

So I erase that thin line between love and hate

Torn between my kids family and the music

No Nike in my life so I just can't do it

And even when I got a grub I still loose it

I know it's bad luck even though I can't prove it

Take a look at my eyes and see that I'm stressed lately

Slimming up cause I'm eating a lot less lately

No clubs I don't leave my place

Give me a full bottle of vodka and I'll be straight shit

Then I sleep more then I'm awake

I don't even wash my face stay bummy for the day

I just drink until the bottom of the bottle clear

My life fucked up and my thought ringing in my ear

I'm just another soul lost

Looking for my chance to shine like Randy Moss

But I ain't make it to the Super Bowl

And if god don't give me a sign then I'm next to go

Cause I am to blame no games you can have my life

I'd rather shower in acid rain man

Cause done tried my hardest and I failed

When I needed help the most everybody bailed

Got an ice box where my heart used to be

And pile of rocks where thoughts used to sleep

Gotta locked door where my love used to meet

Plus a black hole where my eyes used to see

Vision in life, life without stress

But the only way to live stress free is death

So know when you win you gotta settle for less

You gonna meet you maker whether your sinning or blessed

And remember I'm trying my hardest

But it seem like I'm losing regardless

I'm losing regardless