frostbite lullabies ft. kuri ken, bloominous, ICKarus, Apollo K & sxre Lyrics

Man, I feel so cold

When I walked to the fire, I had to know

If it feels so hot, why I feel iced-out, dripped from head to toe

I want to feel warmer

Windchill's getting stronger

It burns, ain't defrosting', damn

Man, I'm done with committing

My time to futures I might not even witness

I'm in this, business for life, don't get it twisted

But if it comes to a fight, I'm putting fists up

Fists up, fisticuffs

You know what, I've hid enough

In cold blood, I'll murder them in cold blood

I seek the sun

But I just ain't warming' up

Man, I feel frostbite in my hands

Tear them off

I can feel the cold closing in

Ghosts haunted

You said it would fix my broken hearted spirit

I'm frozen

It's a frigid existence

Isolationism taken to it's bitter winter limits

The sting is in my eyes

The situation's dire

Clinging to my skin as I'm encroaching on the fire

Desperate to endure a desolate December

Begging for a semblance of embers

Blue lips trembling

Entropy tempts me as it calls

I'd rather get burned than feel nothing at all

The night isn't finished

The flame whimpers, the light is diminished

I could conquer dark with a candle

I miss when the chill was something I could handle

Showing no emotion, that's the cold shoulder

The flame's chamber left empty

I'll fight the night if I just reignite what was there

But first I got to find it within me

2018, no sunny daydream

Bitter cold, but summer told me that I'd stay green

Always comes around, was fire bound at 19

But lately I've been trending down and turning brown like leaves

Then I lose all the heat, mental speed contorting

Stuck in place, my arms freeze, bent like rigor mortis

Cold demeanor, wanted to see her, didn't know how to word it

Friends inspire me, but warm a limb too fast, and now you're burning

Sometimes it blurt it, bars bursting out with flames of my father

Sublime verses while mother was working to make my future hotter

Perform ten feats in one beat, need to do more, I got to

But all it takes is one mistake, and now I'm persona non grata

And now I bottle it up, that's how my clutch had come to be shut

The brake lines will freeze, so cold I won't bleed

But still I'm stuck deep the rut, uh

So put up the front

Turn to the sun and act tough

Smooth the edges while going is rough

Ice is as black as the trap of my mind

You know it's a sign my shit isn't enough

Man, I feel frostbite in my hands

Tear them off

I can feel the cold closing in

Ghosts haunted

You said it would fix my broken hearted spirit

I'm frozen

In the cornfields

In the middle of nowhere

Thinking 'bout you

I'm alone and I'm so scared

I don't like to-

Think about all the time I didn't chase my heart

See the fire with my eyes, but I'm stone cold

I don't even wanna know when I grow old

Got some layers, but I feel like I got no clothes

Tell me how I can be high when I feel so low

I wanna know you, but I'm not really that talkative

Don't wanna say the wrong things and be provocative

I'm with the crew, you know that we out here locking in

I see some money, and count it, and then I'm pocketing

See that ice on the ground, yeah, it be frosted, yeah

I'm in the booth, but not really, it's just a closet, and

This little old room that we posted in, but we rocking it

Yeah we rocking it, woah