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  • Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
  • Year of Release:2022

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I died

So feel free to say RIP me

An on my tombstone engrave

"Here lies the woman that invested herself in others so heavily

That she wondered her way misery"

And you see misery loves company

And it seems like I'm his best friend

And my heart is so open sometimes

I can't even control who I let in

And I died

But please , don't run to put me on a t-shirt

Cause I wasn't worth the extra mile for you

And you complained that your knees hurt

So you sat down

And I caress your feet

Unknowingly use the strength I gave you

To get up and leave me

And I died

Wondering where I went wrong in my doings

See , I thought I mastered the game but it turned out that I was losing

And I died

When you finally admitted my integrity

It's like a breath of fresh air , after months of manipulation

And you claiming that you, were the only one there for me

How could you tell those lies to me

How could you do those things to me

So much on my chest baby, I can't breathe

And I had so much love in this shit, I couldn't leave

Like yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Tried to heal you up and you just left me there

Couldn't stay, ay, ay, ay

I told you I died, I told you I died

You ain't care, yeah, yeah, yeah

But I'm glad I did

But I'm glad I did

I'm glad I did


You was a rose out of concrete

I should've known that something wasn't right

You look fine in that sundress

Had a body hot as summer night

So sorry that this love just had to die

Let's have the candle light

And you know I'm not a poet

I'm a say it , but let me get it right

Had arguments and disagreements

All the time at them dinner nights

You ain't never care if I was happy

Cause you was out there just living right

Tried to treat relations , kinda like this shit I wanted it over night

Really it came just like designer , really overpriced

She treat her ass like seasoning , for the chicken she gon shake it right

She gon hit the kitchen , kiss the cook just to go get a bigger bite

Now my heart so cold in this bitch , you might get frostbite

Really I was just thinking about this shit at a red light


How could you tell those lies to me

How could you do those things to me

So much on my chest baby , I can't breathe

And I had so much love in this shit , I couldn't leave

Like yeah , yeah , yeah , yeah

Tried to heal you up an you just left me there

Couldn't stay , ay , ay , ay

I told you I died , I told you I died

You ain't care , yeah , yeah , yeah

But I'm glad I did

But I'm glad I did

I'm glad I did

Then I came to the realization that it's not me , it's most definitely you

When every word you said pierced like a needle outlining an insecurity tattoo

See I accepted you for who you were but more importantly me for me

And as I loved you more , I grew into a person that I just didn't want to be

See like a flower , instead of nurturing me

You cut my leaves so low

That I question if I would never be able to reach sunlight to grow

And if I did , would I want to be in love with you anymore

And see I died , when I wanted to make you into a better person

See I , thought I had the power to change you but it turns out that I couldn't

And you see , love can leave you brainwashed

And it's kind of like a drug

Because the same place you find hopelessness , is the same place that you can find love

It's like they're next door neighbors

And obviously really close friends

Because love opened the door

For people that my ego would never let in (1080)

An you see I died

And I'm so glad that I did

Because the woman that loved you

I don't want to be that woman again

Oouu I like it

Oouu I like it

Written by : Jaylen Stinson , Kinsley Kins704

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