I Just Wanna See Lyrics

I just wanna see, what this world feel like

Like that shit you live a dream, and I can't sleep, no lie

But it's calling me

But it's calling me

I'm scared that I fail

So lately I dwell

On all of my weakness

We fightin' like hell

So why can't we bail

But niggas can't beat us

We shootin' ourselves

And we still undefeated

What proof is I'm needin'

I function like this when I'm beatin'

So why the fuck, why the fuck can't I just sleep in

I'm scared that I fail

These nightmares exell

They walk in the day light

I'm living in hell

And loosing myself and something just ain't right

Like why can't I bail and just be myself

Cuz you still hate right

Like I live with my hand in the air

But I'm still the nigga your fear

I just wanna see, what this world feel like

Like that shit you live a dream, and I can't sleep, no lie

But it's calling me

But it's calling me

In the dark, all alone, all alone, I'm on my own

With these lies that I tell myself, so now I'm grown

And all these fears, and these tears, and these years, I've placed on

Were all the fears, and the tears, and the years, I's scared I'd lose

Cause I didn't wanna feel

What this world felt like

Giving everything to feel

What this world felt like

Cause I don't deserve to feel