Heart Full Of Pain Lyrics

My day one lost his lil homie that shit fucked him up

And I jus met lil bro last week he showed me hella love

I been around the realest niggas

Smoking toting guns

The only way i cope wit pain

Is Filling up on drugs

I stop the perkys

But i'm smoking till i have no lungs

They say the good times coming soon

But the bad time jus begun

I'm tired of seeing mommas crying cause they lost they son

I'm tired of seeing niggas vanish before they life begun

And every-night i sleep and dream i see police sirens

And every morning i see a tweet or post somebody dying

This 2020 shit been trash

So numb i stopped crying

And All these feeling and emotions

Showing i cant hide it

They see the fire in my eyes

Those be the demons

That i'm fighting when i pop the pills

Then hit the highway speeding

I been trying figure out whats real

But lately i been tweakin

Cause it seem every path i take someone close gets deleted

This shit been fuckin wit heart

Have trouble breathing

When i reminisce of old times with the bros i get to wheezing

Can think back at the times was rolling up and endless chiefing

Asking god why he take ya from me

But i still ain't get a reason

And i cant lose anymore homies

Im tired of buying diamonds

Everyday i need bout fifty or imma die out trying

Gotta put my all in this shit no i ain't fuckin lying

Gotta keep a eye out for snakes and watch out for the sirens

They see my pain so i brought diamonds

Jus to help me blind em

I keep my hitta right beside me

Wish a nigga try em

The way we run up all them racks

We keep these nigga sighing

Have em throwing dirt all on my name

We know them niggas lying

They ask for sauce cause benji got it

They need the right guidance

And please don't hop up in my whip if you is not riding

No you cant fold up on a mission

Wen we opp sliding

Catch em late night hop out the car

No we is not hiding

We want the war

I get a rush when i hear shots firing

My brody called and said we scored

That mean the opps dying

And We been up jus check the score

So pussy stop trying

Spinning back to back wit the straps no we wont stop firing

I been stuck in this hole bitch

i'm tired of losing homies

Imma let off this whole clip

My niggas they riding for me

And my hittas gon off shit

We applying the pressure on em

Swear these niggas ain't on shit

I been stuck in this hole bitch

I'm tired of losing homies

Imma let off this whole clip

My niggas they riding for me

And my hittas gon off shit

We applying the pressure on em

Swear these niggas ain't on shit