Thinking Lyrics

Tell me what you're thinking

'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning

Do I have to be living?

'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning

Wish you would just tell me what you're thinkin'

I know I keep on slippin'

Got me runnin' from my feelings

I can hear the clock keep tickin'

It feels like my head is splittin'

I can't stop the way I'm feelin'

Ain't no reason to tell me that I'm trippin'

When I was texting you at midnight I felt it

You told me you're falling I swear my heart melted

I can't fall asleep because you're always calling

Lost everything yeah that's me to be honest

Yeah

To be real, yeah I'm sorry

Tell you how I feel but you nevermind me

I've been so lost, I just need you to find me

And I'm stuck in this hole and I give up on climbing

Tell me what you're thinking

'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning

Do I have to be living?

'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning

Wish you would just paint a picture

Keeping numb I sip this mixture

Mixin' bubbly with the liquor

Really wish you would consider

The figure standing in the mirror

Heart is slowly turning bitter

Emotions flowing like a river

Choke on the blunt then I pull the trigger

And honestly I don't know what I am thinking

The boat I am floating on is somehow sinking

I've done everything that I could

So it only makes sense that I'm drinking now

I feel like I am chokin', yeah

Does that shit ring a bell?

So tired of fakes because they so material

Already livin' so why in God's name

Would I be scared to go to hell?

I'ma just fly until

Somebody's layin' me down in my bed

At the heartbreak hotel

I don't need no one to tell me I ain't doin' great

Like I don't know it, the fuck out my face

Feel like I'm out of place

And I cannot erase all my lows

I'm just tryin' to keep up the pace

Goin' insane, I think I need some sleep

I'm in way too deep, yeah my head is in space

Wish I was dead 'cause I cannot replace

The feelings I had they went down the staircase

I'm drunk and I'm drained and I'm stumbling

Wish it would stop, can I end all this suffering?

There's no recovering

Everything inside my life is just plundering

I won't be winning this race

So in case you were wondering

No, I do not think I'm okay

Tell me what you're thinking

'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning

Do I have to be living?

'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning (Tell me what you thinking)

Tell me what you're thinking

'Cause I'm so dazed my mind is spinning

Do I have to be living?

'Cause it don't feel like I'm winning (Tell me what you thinking)

Did you ever feel the same?

Was it all a game?

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