Reflect Lyrics

I reflect on every stupid thing I been through

Why the fuck do I gotta think about you

Answer I knew, but won't admit

I'll play dumb

I don't know

So familiar

Was it all filler

Or constructed like a pillar meant to hold through the cold and never fold

A heart of gold is what I sold when I thought I could save you

Superman, Green Lantern, Titans of Teen

Do you see what I mean

When I'm not sip'n syrup or near the end of life with a gladius

You drive me the craziest

Take another hit of this

Smoking Kool

Broken ghoul

So uncool

I'm the fool

I gave too much

You gave enough

Just lied because I try to be the good guy who takes bad drugs

Cause he's sad yup

Wrist slit club

Pissed jit in the tub

With some blood and bubbles

Some call it trouble

I call it peace

Cause at least the memories have ceased and my solace has increased

No need to look beneath every stone like Barenziah I try to

Figure where I can reframe the picture

And restore the trust and blow the dust away like holotapes

I face a hollow fate

And wait there's more

Are you sure

Yes I am, leave me be, it's painful K-Y-L-E

E is what I'm driving on

E is what I'm popping on since you've been gone

I long to talk

But that's locked

I fear our paths may never cross again

I've been thinking

We're we drinking too much

When you touched my cold heart with a shitty compliment: I like your nails

I curved your ass, but you were back

And you said play honestly

And honestly, I wish it didn't go beyond the small talk

But the way you were looking at me

How could I not

I look back and say it's all my fault

Sorry I couldn't help