bargaining Lyrics

Staring

Staring at the mirror

Trying to remember who I thought

I was

Staring

At the mirror

Trying to remember who I thought

You were

But remembering won't get me there

The thoughts I have give me the same old stare

You're not the person you used to be

The old one is gone and it's killing me

I bargain try to think about

How she's not dead

But there's no account

The excitement, The charm, The fun

It's gone

And all that's left is the shadow that's drawn

You can say friends from this point on

But honestly

I'd rather stay gone