Dreams II/Difficult Lyrics

Please tell me where my dreams lie

I might need to pop a P bye

Paranoid and I ain't heard back from my weed guy

You should know I'm not the same guy

Who was chasing his dreams but blinded by their schemes-ah ah

Now I got my dogs like seein-eyes, eyes

You could be us? Let's see you try, try

Dreams as big as my dick, now that's good size, size

Now watch out

Now watch out

Now watch out (I see the doubt)

Now watch out

I see the doubt look

I've been struggling with black thoughts

Like Tariq Trotter (respect)

It's been years and I'm still tryna figure out why I bother (why)

I got wishes of becoming a future husband and father

But I gotta figure out what the fuck I'm doing by Autumn

Cause I'm not tryna be no fuckin whatcha'ma call it

Yeah I've been the shit but ain't no more stalling

Yeah I skipped the local and started headlining places they calling

For me to come perform, from these heights ain't never falling

Outside the norm

I never been the most practical

Hurricanes don't compare to my brainstorms

And actual tragedies that happened in my life

Has fuckin formed me to only hate more

But love those who profound me

Which is difficult to do when everybody turned their backs

Cause it's hard for them to except the fact you earned your stats

You never lacked the skill

You just had to learn to adapt

Before I could go make a difference with every fucking rap, I did

Mama I'm sorry I long to rewrite my wrongs

I've come along well from "Dreams" one to rapping these current songs

Got me performing freestyles in Chicago like Giveon

I'm tired of all the head scratchers saying I don't belong (oof)

But I'm too young to meet with Jesus

See I'm what they want defeated

This what they get

They don't believe us

When we come up on the come up

Sign the label signed agreements

And you start to get stuck up

That's when you start to meet your demons

These hoes are popping up like whack-a-moles it comes with the goals

Fake friends, enemies blow the minute you get your gold

Defend yourself for what? they only believe in everyone they told

The more you stick to your guns

The more likely you meet a pole (look)

I think of my death a lot

Maybe too much

I pray to God then think it was stupid

I question my life and my own damn existence

Difficult times breed difficult children

And they gon' either grab a pen or a gun

People dying in schools, grocery stores and all the pubs

Churches pray the sins away it still comes

I'm telling you this right now

Shit won' change we're all fucked