runes Lyrics

Yuh

Ever since you left me i just obsess over people i don't fuckin know

Drinkin harder and my body hate me but my brain love it when my friends cold

Keep countin down the all days till everyone around me forget i exist

Nothin seems to help anymore, not even these pills in my fuckin fist my

Body aches so i wanna vanish but i can't escape "they a fuckin bother"

Cant help but thinkin daily shoulda been me instead of my father

Coulda gone to harvard i hit bongs instead of books tho

Take you to my depths into the darkness where the river go

So am i worthless or what

Tell me i am but wanna fuck

I keep waitin for you to call my phone but

You left me here just to sit and rust

Take away the trust

I wish we had never loved

Just another shadow from a broken past

That put me in this mud

Liquor throw me in a fuckin pit

Never knowin when to fuckin quit

Pushin fingers in my fuckin throat so I can

See myself and not wanna slit

Drugs save my brain

Put me out of my pain

Shoot myself in the fuckin head and

Bury me in the rain

Close my eyes again so i can try to fall asleep

Hoping you still think of me i cannot count my sheep

Cannot be forgot or remembered as a creep

So i'm praying for it every night, instead of finding dreams