back to bad habits Lyrics

(Honestly, I just… don't know what to do anymore, I guess)

Pulling myself together to process things

But now I'm feeling like a puppet wrapped around these strings

Was kind of doing better, but not for very long

That's why I'm here singing this song

My anxiety's trippin', feel like it's going high

Having mental breakdowns I just might die

So I go in my room, I'm feeling burnt out

My self-love is pushed away, I'm starting to doubt

So I'm back to bad habits cuz my life's a mess

It's only things that can help me with the stress

Back to bad habits, feeling so sick

Life keeps flying by so damn quick

Back to bad habits, keep messing around

Only thing on me is a depressing frown

Back to bad habits, now I'm spiraling down

Need someone to save me (Yuh, yuh!), before I drown

Haven't been myself lately

Been hiding behind the pain and suffering greatly

Wrote this song for a friend

Real shit, it don't need no TikTok trend, aye

Feeling like I'm running outta time

These damaging thoughts keep running through my mind

Got these bad habits that I need to drop

But it's so hard to try and get myself to (Stop)

(Yeah) Feeling I truly deserved it all

Living in this fake world, was having a ball

So sick, different from the past

Mental health declining so goddamn fast, aye

9th-grade year was a mess

Felt like a game, I suck at playing chess

Now everything is strange

Guess I'm going back to bad habits cuz there was no change

So I'm back to bad habits cuz my life's a mess (Yeah, yeah)

It's only things that can help with me the stress

Back to bad habits, feeling so sick (So damn sick)

Life keeps flying by so damn quick (So damn quick)

Back to bad habits, keep messing around

Only thing on me is a depressing' frown (Is a depressing frown)

Back to bad habits, now I'm spiraling down (Spiraling down)

Need someone to save me before I drown (Yeah)

Said I'm back to bad habits, mhm

Yeah, yeah, mhm