Can't Get Out Of My Mind Lyrics

I'm sounded by these walls that I built up to protect

My heart from being hurt by

The people I suspect

Will reject

So I build my facade

Subconsciously projecting all my pain behind a mask

I get nervous when they laugh

Are they laughing at me?

Paranoid by this man I can hardly breath

Searching for relief from this tormenting despair

I hate to believe that it seems to me that nobody round me cares

Is it fair to say that I feel alone

Isolated without a home

Paralysed in my mind but I can't find my way out

Yo

Trapped inside this mind of mine

I need a light to get me through life

Help me to see the other side

But right now I can't see I'm blind

Aight

Help me to see the other side

Cause right now I can't see I'm blind

Who am I

To define

Could it be that I believe a lie

I need help to learn to cry cause I don't know how but I don't know why

I can't get out of my mind

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I feel like nobody gets this

Nobody understands

What I feel right now

Cause the way that I'm feeling

Feels like I'm sinking down to the bottom of the oceans ground

Am I gonna drown?

Or will I survive?

Even though I'm breathing now doesn't mean I know what it means to feel alive

I aight shy but I feel afraid

I don't know how my life got this way

I'm over tired of feeling this pain

But I don't know what to do with the mess that I've made

I need saving form this place of inner hell

Jesus if your real

I believe that you can help

Cause I'm addicted and inflicted by this search for inner peace

I look everywhere for acceptance and affection for relief

A relief from all this pressure from the fears I'm not enough

But deep down the truth in my heart is that it's longing for that love

A love that know who's I am

In the deepest parts of my soul

Cause I got nothing left I can hold

But I don't know where I can enrol

To a place where I can let go of all my pain and all my control

Even though I know I'm breathing

My heart feels like it doesn't have pulse

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