HERE EYE AM Lyrics

Here I am and my heart still toxic

Here I am borderline alcoholic

Here I am not forgiven or forgotten

Here I am still worried bout the profit

Here I am still worried bout tomorrow

Why I'm worried bout tomorrow when I stand here today

Here I am still worried bout my future

Why I'm worried bout my future when my bills stay paid

Here I am still tryna find god

Here I am give my heart to the lord

Here I am with these thoughts in my mind

That I'm running out of time and I'll never be sure

Here I am claiming I have no issues is my biggest issue you ask I dismiss you

Here I am saying I need no tissue

Hide my pain

Here I am dodging issues

Here I am with the pride of lion

You always had wisdom

But here I'm still lying

Surprised I'm still like this

Surprised you still trying

Surprised you still with me

Surprised your not tired

Here I am still playing with fire

Here I am still stuck in my ways

Here I am still acting like everything's good

Even tho I know shits changed

Here I am with my finger on the trigger

Here I am with the gun to my head

Here I am wasn't focused on here I was focused on there I was better off dead

Here I am with my problems in tact

Here I am still tryna face facts

Here I am with a heart full of gold

Here I am with a mind painted black

Here I am saying I'll do it later

Here I am still laying on my back

Here I am still knowing that's cap

Here I am still knowing that's cap

Here I am saying I'll do it later

Here I am still laying on my back

Here I am still knowing that's cap

Here I am still knowing that's cap

Here I am and my heart still toxic

Here I am borderline alcoholic

Here I am not forgiven or forgotten

Here I am still worried bout the profit

Here I am still worried bout tomorrow

Why I'm worried bout tomorrow when I stand here today

Here I am still worried bout my future

Why I'm worried bout my future when my bills stay paid

Here I am still tryna find god

Here I am give my heart to the lord

Here I am with these thoughts in my mind

That I'm running out of time and I'll never be sure

Here I am claiming I have no issues is my biggest issue you ask I dismiss you

Here I am saying I need no tissue

Hide my pain

Here I am dodging issues

Here I am with the pride of lion

You always had wisdom

But here I'm still lying

Surprised I'm still like this

Surprised you still trying

Surprised you still with me

Surprised your not tired

Here I am still playing with fire

Here I am still stuck in my ways

Here I am still acting like everything's good

Even tho I know shits changed

Even tho I know shits changed

Even tho I know shits changed

Even tho I know shits changed

Here I am still acting like everything's good

Even tho I know shits changed

Even tho I know shits changed gotta maintain my brain yea

Even tho I know shits changed gotta maintain this pain

Even tho I know shits changed gotta stay in my lane

Even tho I know

Even tho I know

Yea

Even tho I know shits changed gotta maintain my brain yea

Even tho I know shits changed gotta maintain this pain

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Even tho I know shits changed here I am

Said here I am

Yeahhh

Yahhh

Yea