Meaning Of Life Lyrics

I'm out here searching for the meaning of life

Like I can only be expecting death

I'm so uneasy going right

I slowly drive and check his left

Cuz knowing me I fold inside and show he tried to resurrect

The stoic fiend that choke and die that's known to guide the devils pets

I'm only focused cuz I know this rap can happen for me

My growth has so advanced it's so run past from average boring

I fucking showed up last and no one thinks I'll have it's glory

But I'm eating no one's fasting trust it's only habits forming

Cuz I won't undo what I hope was the growth that unfolded and froze my moves

I was hoping to total the load til the bolts in the road left the soul Id lose

But opposing opponents supposed that I'm more than a poster to warn might prove

Than approached bein hopeful and focused to hone bein home and attone my youth

I'm acting a fool and the fact that I know myself has me back in the lead

I'm no longer asking to bump something holdin a cup in the passenger seat

My passions are vast and a fastener fracturing wackness and passin to me

A chance for unmasking a dash to get past all the past shit and laugh in the freed

Is it to be the biggest winner alive and break your back to stack up cash

You can't take with when you die

Is it to waste your time enslaved but to the naked eye

You start your day clock in at 8

But way too drunk to stay til 5

Is it to raise amazing kids who don't embrace your lies

You perpetrate like everything is great but you so fake inside

Is it to simply just erase the labels, make a vibe

Understand we living cuz we didn't stay and wait to ride

It's more than just money or fame

It's the course i been running importing the game

It's a force that's becoming me loving my struggle

A source to keep torching the flame

I never thought givin my all

Would endorse me the fork seemed to force me the pain

What was my way to deliverance livin to fall

Seemed to portion the pace

If that's what I'm meant to be doing than why was I sent here

And spit like it's fluid leaked

Live life convinced that if I wasn't shit

I would sit back affixed to my losin streak

But since I've attempted the shift I've been hit by some shit

That I spent time influenced deep

Convinced I was kicked like a bitch in a fist fight

And then knifed a script from a movie scene

And after the fact I'm attracting the tract to impact the ambassadors back

Shot in the heart stabbed in the back

Daughters a mark, Ashley is wack

And that's nothing hardly as hard as the absolute tragedies happened to snap

And even as far as we are we still reach for the stars and extract the attack

And I'm sure as a man I can stand and endure all the madness in search of his plan

Speak words that encourage and band reassuring to grant someone worthy a hand

Keep someone hurting from unleashing fury and wrath when its worsening sad

Cuz a piece of the meaning of searching is becoming something

We learned we can have

Is it to be the biggest winner alive and break your back to stack up cash

You can't take with when you die

Is it to waste your time enslaved but to the naked eye

You start your day clock in at 8

But way too drunk to stay til 5

Is it to raise amazing kids who don't embrace your lies

You perpetrate like everything is great but you so fake inside

Is it to simply just erase the labels, make a vibe

Understand we living cuz we didn't stay and wait to ride

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