Broken Lyrics

I used to be a little better

Happy in colder weather

Could turn the gray skies blue in my mind

Could run a mile every day

But now my life's in disarray

I just want my Lego's back tonight

I never loved myself

But I always wanted to until now

Would say

"When I get old, I'll show you all I said"

But I was wrong

But now I'm broken

And everything seems hopeless

My future has been frozen

That door's no longer open

I'm on the ground crying

Slowly dyin'

Facin' my decision

To leave or go the distance

Cause now I'm

Broken

When I knew to write

My ideal self was in sight

But now that seems so far away

Now I just bullshit all the time

Can't stand up and draw the line

I just want you back again

I never loved myself

But I always wanted to until now

Would say

"When I get old, I'll show you all I said"

But I was wrong

But now I'm broken

And everything seems hopeless

My future has been frozen

That door's no longer open

I'm on the ground crying

Slowly dyin'

Facin' my decision

To leave or go the distance

Cause now I'm

If you were to ask me 5 years ago

Where I'd be right now

I'd tell you I would've just graduated from college

I would have a big boy job

And be married to the girl I was dating back then

I don't know what degree I'd have or where I would be living

But I could tell you it'd be the life I wanted

The life that I don't have