instigate Lyrics

And I've watched the ceiling unfold one too many times to count

I said a couple mean things, and yeah you really deserve it

But I could never see a turn around

I didn't think I would have been that wrong, why should I care

Only play my songs that I made out of thin air

Oh my god, you get under my hair

If you put on a front I'm gonna jump out of my chair

So would you put in the effort to be a good friend to someone else

I'm so under pressure, but never never chasing the sun because I stop when I don't Know the rules

Give me something to do I got no time to be confused

I lost myself in all your ruses

Play me down make me feel stupid

I swear to god I'll fall asleep as soon as I don't have a headache

Think that I'm pathetic asking questions like a survey

Unapologetic, text me every other Thursday

I've been bleeding out so can you hit me with a first aid kit

You just wanna instigate

I fucking told you that I don't wanna be mitigating

I got you out of my life and I feel liberated

Uh uh, and I've patiently waited here for a call back

And I'm done with debating it, but I fought back

And yeah, your constant sedation has only caused that

I'll figure out what you're saying and then I'll block that

You drew a line in the sand and then you crossed that

And now it's not my job to fucking hold your hand

To get you through your faults and I, uh

And if I could withstand all of your bullshit plans

Then I could be myself tonight

Give me something to do I got no time to be confused

I lost myself in all your ruses

Play me down make me feel stupid

Uh uh, and I've patiently waited here for a call back

And I'm done with debating it, but I fought back

And yeah, your constant sedation has only caused that

I'll figure out what you're saying and then I'll block that

You drew a line in the sand and then you crossed that

And now it's not my job to fucking hold your hand

To get you through your faults and I, uh

And if I could withstand all of your bullshit plans

Then I could be myself tonight