O.T.G.D.Y. Lyrics

I watched you fall into decay

A life once filled with beauty

Turned into hate

Now your family and friends

Left alone with the memories

The good and the bad

They all hurt the same

You didn't have to leave this world behind

You could have made a change

Now I'm left in shame

I'm to blame

I should have reached out

Made sure that you were okay

Your smile had me convinced

That you were still the same

I'm to blame

I will never forgive myself

Your always on my fucking brain

I like to lie to ease the pain

Lie to myself like it's ok

I live my life in misery

Lie to myself like its ok

I took you for granted

And there's nothing I can do

I should have told you what you meant to me

God only knows I wish I could

Only memories

Fill my mind

They say the good die young

And damn it that's the fucking truth

The pain behind your eyes

Had you suffocated

The way you hid your lies

Has me suffocating

I will die in shame