smilin' Lyrics

Yeaaah

Eyeah

Yeah yeah

Yeah yeaaaahy-yeahhy-yeah

Eyeah eyeaa-aa-aah

Eeyyeaaa-aaa-aaah

And yeah I've been tryin'

But still feel like cryin'

I thought I'd be grindin'

But I will never be flyin'

I just feel like dyin'

No one is replyin'

With my self I'm fightin'

Tell me when will I be smilin'

(Yeaaah)

Blessed boy I feel cursed (Fck that)

Not okay I'm hurt (Too much pain)

You can trust my word (This shit real)

My dreams feel absurd (So stupid)

Can't fly I'm no bird (No way)

My vision so blurred (Lost)

I've been tryin to become the one that I wanna be

But I am afraid that might just not be me

And yeah I've been tryin'

But still feel like cryin'

I thought I'd be grindin'

But I will never be flyin'

I just feel like dyin'

No one is replyin'

With my self I'm fightin'

Tell me when will I be smilin'

And yeah I've been tryin'

But still feel like cryin'

I thought I'd be grindin'

But I will never be flyin'

I just feel like dyin'

No one is replyin'

With my self I'm fightin'

Tell me when will I be smilin'

I've been tryin to become the one that I wanna be

But I am afraid that might just not be me

(Yeah)

(What)

(Wha)

(Fuuuck)

(Okay)

(Blessedboy)

(Yeah)

Yeah

(Wha)

What

(Woo)

Ok

(What)

What

Ey

(What's goin' on here)

Fck

Ye

Tell me when will I be smilin'

You know I've been tryin'

But I keep on fallin' yeah

And now I'm lying on the ground

I don't end up findin' (Nah)

What the others seem to already have found (Why am I so lost)

Who the fuck am I (Tell me who?)

I'm so lost not gonna lie (Ya)

Sometimes I would love to just not exist (Just not exist)

Yeah I'm so lost tell me where's the exit (Help me out)

La única cosa que quiero de verdad

Es ser de nuevo capaz de sonreír

Estoy atrapado en oscuridad

Y realmente solo tengo que salir

Pero no es fácil, no (No no no no)

No sé quién soy y a dónde ir (What the fuck)

Yo estoy herido (Do do do do)

Pero quiero vivir, ya no quiero sufrir

And yeah I've been tryin

But still feel like crying

I thought I'd be grindin

But I will never be flyin

I just feel like dying

No one is replyin

With my self I'm fightin

Tell me when will I be smilin