m i n d // inter.lude Lyrics

Writing in my journal

I might make it a song

Finding ways to convey the mind space that I'm on

I miss them Sunday's at church

Friends and family along

We praise GOD and the sermon hit home, it's raw

But then I grew up and I felt GOD wasn't involved

I looked to drugs, gave hugs, still prayed for us all

I hate seeing people that I care for feeling like me

Thought life was looking up, I fell in love with a pisces but I see

I needed that development

Fell a few more times fore finding someone that's heaven sent

Like always though, my problems were too relevant

Still having sex for the hell of it

But I can't put you through what I put everyone else through

Cause I can't ever make up for the heartbreaks I dealt you

I was tryna be too careful

Couldn't tell you how I feel

I was never there to help you

Writing in my journal everything that's on my mind

Like how I need a 9-5, but I wanna rhyme

And how I wanna live but I'm steady racing time

Thinking bout my family and how one day they gonna die

How I need to die last, don't need to deal with mine

I'ma heal as times pass, still have you on my mind

But if while I'm young and my time come

Plant my ashes

And let me grow steady over time

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind

Spilling all my feelings putting pen to these pages

Sitting staring heavy thinking bout my life in stages

Visualizing my life when I'm finally up on stages

Ain't no other energy can taint this

Spilling all my sorrows, tears messing up my pages

Praying that tomorrow brings happiness and patience

Smoking, thinking why I stopped meditating

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind

Writing in my journal got a lot that's on my mind