threeways

She shows us her bedroom and says that we'll have to be quiet

She kisses you harder, I memorize it from above

Years later I'm not still not sure why that night feels so important

Behind the cheap fantasy, I wonder if it's because

Through her eyes I bet it seemed like we were super in love

The three of us out on a date, us and your ex-abuser

His salt's in the food, his words are mixed into the wine

You taste him on my tongue and get angry and scared and elusive

So for years, you said you were healing, you said you were mine

And if he hadn't been there, maybe we would've been fine