night delusions

3 am I feel fucked, all in my head don't know why I feel stuck

maybe it's all of the drugs or maybe it's 'cause I don't wanna feel none

Cut all of them off, I tried to tell myself that they was bums

Crazy my dawgs ain't believe in me saying that I'm never gonna make it up

So I stick to myself, nobody there when I needed some love

What the fuck is your word if you ain't gonna keep it, these niggas be bluffs

Keep that same energy, Ima go up I ain't giving you none

Not feeling like me, I'm taking my feelings and keeping them tucked

And I'm tired of living like this man I swear it's the same every day

I light up a spliff, keep me from thinking about all the pain

And I'm tired of loving on bitches 'cause all of them playing these games

Why am I letting you making me feel like this like what is your gain