First Love

She's sitting all alone on her bed remembering the scentsy way he smells

She's painting a red heart with their names staring at his picture beside the bed

She wants so deeply to make love but the fear is stronger than she thought

And it ain't easy to blow down

She tries so hard to use her head but it's easier to follow the heart

Something's telling her to wait but an other wants her to give it all

How many times did she say no when she really wanted to make love

And he always closed his eyes understanding that it was her first time

But now she wants to make it sense

And follow those feelings till the end no matter what it takes