a poem to you Lyrics

This is a poem

Looking into the past, feeling the bridge start to break

I've been scattered all over the place, trying to fix my mistakes

Want to be free, want to be heard, but sometimes I start to trip

Pride is the devil, I stooped to his level, knowing I can't even handle this shit

I've worked day by day, tireless nights

Resting wherever I can

Played with my deck, was never content

So I lost all the cards in my hand

I traded a home for a shelter with a pretty front

Not knowing what was inside, I took a deep dive

Saw that my home was always enough

And I was seeing the world with different eyes

I struggle daily to fix my mentality

Knowing I won't be the same

I wish I listened to mother and father cuz they always were driving me the right way

I wish that I could be proud of the things I've achieved

But right now I feel like I've changed

Changed for the better or worse

My ambitions a curse, but people don't see it that way

I've been chasing after a bag, so I barely know how to rest

I've been fighting myself in my head for so long, no wonder they call life test

I've been writing and jotting ideas down

Hoping that my life becomes nun but the best

I wish that I could love like I used too

I wish I could live with no regrets