Broken Lyrics

I hate myself for what I did to you

I don't like who I am, there's nothing good about me anymore

It's tricky j, I'm tired of living

Just listen

Gotta pick up the scissors, and put down the pen

I'm giving up on music, and you'll lose a friend

I'm just a broken human, who done what he can

A fool for believing, that we'd make it to the end

Not only did she leave, but I think I died inside

My hearts outta beats, it's a miracle I'm still alive

I'm sailing out to sea, and leaving the city side

Got nowhere else to be, I'd honestly rather die

Bcoz this pain that I feel, it hurts too damn much

I was only starting to heal, but then we broke up

Thought if we keep it real, there'd be no reason to give up

But I was chef on the grill, things got heated, burnt up

I wanna scream and cry, I wanna erase my mind

I wanna leave and die, there's no escape this time

A team, now divided, and she was one of a kind

A queen my royal highness, and she left me behind

I'm broken man, I'm hopeless

Ain't coping man, I'm choking

I'm lonely man, I can't do this

Bro, I'm just so fucking broken

Gonna let the tears flow, I've got nothing to hide

Why is it hard to let go and get on with my life?

And time is going slow, it's too bad I can't rewind

My heart is split in two, see grown men also cry

I honestly feel like, I'm truly dying inside tonight

I got this pain I can't explain, I'm too tired to try

I fell in love with this girl, she made me feel alive

She was my whole world, now she ain't by my side

She's gone man and I'm left bleeding broken

She left me bro, coz, I mistreated her almost always

Can't forgive me, so, don't forgive, but I'm so sorry

Drowning in my own tears, I can no longer fucking do this

I'm heartbroken man, hurting, I just want it to stop

I ain't coping man, honestly, I'm gonna quit my job

I ain't joking man, trust me, it's better if I jump

I'm broken, lost and lonely bro, I can't do this anymore

I can't fucking do this