I don't Feel Alright Lyrics

Look, I miss her, man, and I know I shouldn't. Just like I still love her, and I know it's Stupid… but just listen, it's tricky j

Yeah

I gotta be honest, I'm not doing alright

These black shadows lurk, inside my mind

Grey cloudy days, and dark stormy nights

I'm tryna find my way, but I see no light

I've got a big heart, and I care too much

I wanted to give up, but I know I can't

What hurts the most, I gotta act tough

But I feel so alone, I've got a broken heart

I'm a skinny sad kid, a quiet young lad

Haven't self-harmed in weeks, and that's not bad

But I do burn my skin, bcoz I feel so sad

Don't wanna quit, but I'll do what I can

I get why she don't wanna work things out

And I get why she don't wanna have me around

I made a few mistakes, no, I'm not proud

And I'm tryna change, but it's too late now

I don't want to hurt inside

I don't want to have to lie

I just wanna make things right

But between us I don't feel alright

Judged for my past, but I'm trying to improve

This hurts too much, really didn't think I'd lose

Wish I didn't have a heart, I feel so bruised

Surprised I haven't giving up? Yeah, me too

I write music coz I know, people like to listen

I talk in lyrics, coz I'm low, locked in a prison

And these tears, I can't hide in this condition

But I've done well, by, not picking up scissors

I'm a skinny sad man, writing raps to express

With a suicide plan, I needa get it out my head

Does anyone understand, I'm just so depressed

I'm struggling to stand, I think I need to rest

I get why they say, tattoos are better than love

Bcoz, they stay forever and only hurt you once

And I get why they say, never again fall in love

Bcoz, after it ends, it's harder to put back trust

I don't want to hurt inside

I don't want to have to lie

I just wanna make things right

But between us I don't feel alright

I used to be afraid of dying, but now, I'm more afraid of turning out just like my dad