message to god Lyrics

Aint noone gon save me save me guess I gotta carry my own weight

I've been feeling jaded faded

Running with e in my tank

Got insomnia I can't sleep I've been contemplating taking melatonin

But the one that last forever one in the chamber keep it loaded

Been praying to god everyday it feels like I've been hopeless hoping

It's like I'm stuck inna time loop and I can't get out I'm frozen (Yea)

I don't wanna be here no more

Feels like I won't ever again feel at home

Everyday I wake up hoping and praying that the pain gon end

It's the same s**t from the geigo fake emotions play pretend

I been walking round like it is what it is

It don't really matter if I die or if I live

I already tried like every f**king fix

And ain't nun working not even a bit

Someone tell me the phone number to heaven

Cuz I've been praying to god for a min but he ain't answering

Don't know if you'll hear this god but I left you a message

And I'm really really hoping that you get it

And I know that I made a bunch of mistakes in my past

But I promise you if I had the power I would take every single one of them back

Cuz I ain't make peace with none of them no

Wish there was a way I could just let em go

But I know no matter how hard I try to make em leave they won't

I don't wanna be here no more

Feels like I won't ever again feel at home

Everyday I wake up hoping and praying that the pain gon end

It's the same s**t from the geigo fake emotions play pretend