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She said that she care, but my heart know That's a trap

Yeah, I'm tryna find myself like I'm searchin' for A map

Cause I've been MIA, no track

Yeah, I'm tryin' my best to be the bigger person

Even when my heart gets stabbed

We all slowly dying

So I'd rather die inside your arms and

Watch the world end

Yea i'll hold you till we all burn out like it's Pompeii

If we're being honest, I don't really know nothin

It's my first life, but it feels like it's been dozens

No one really know me, I just let them make assumptions

It's easier that way, don't want no one to do no jugglin

For me

Y'all already got a lot on your plate, don't got no room for me

I'll just run from my problems and go to sleep

Indiana Jones, but I'm just looking for peace

Why everybody fuckin' with my head like

I've been stuck like a deer staring at headlights

Every time you hurt me, I say it's alright

But the deeper the deeper the knife goes

Yeah, I'm an anti-social, yeah, my eyes closed

Yeah, I'm sorry if I come off like an asshole

Yeah, it's not on purpose, my brain's havin' battles

I've been getting pulled deeper inside the shadows

She said that she care, but my heart know That's a trap

Yeah, I'm tryna find myself like I'm searchin' for A map

Cause I've been MIA, no track

Yeah, I'm tryin' my best to be the bigger person

Even when my heart gets stabbed

We all slowly dying

So I'd rather die inside your arms and

Watch the world end

Yea I'll hold you till we all burn out like it's Pompeii