anti-friends Lyrics

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I need to give to you

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I need to give to you

Realization

I been with you since we were like 11

But I can't shake the feeling when you

Right on that area by

That little store I used to work in

Pull up very A-fly

You introverted, I am too

But I don't terrify life

So put the needle on the table

For your heroin high

Wouldn't fly, wouldn't try

That's the arrogant type

My angels told me that

I revisit, didn't listen

Had to sail and test the water

When you left me on the sand

I knew my heart be dry tomorrow

Tried to save ya, suscitation

Just the parents and the daughters

But I hate to see the faces

Disappointed in the karma

'Cause they blatantly erasing

Every tear and every trauma

Feel like everybody wanted me

To stumble and say ''sorry''

Like they did to Stoicescu

Back when all we had was mama, mama

'Cause a golden chain get dirty

When you leave it in the summer

Pretty girl a walker

When you leave her for a runner

You know, you know

I need to give to you

Mmm, I need to give to you

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Yo, I need to give to you

Resentment

Thinking 'bout the reasons that I love you

And nothing comes to mind

Nothing what I find

And it's heartbreaking

It's tear flowing

It's gut wrenching

But when your anger isn't justified

I just keep my trust inside

''Don't you ever yell at me''

''Everything'll come alive''

I just said a 100 times

Pieces where the puzzle ties

Can't alloy the other side

Can't ignore my fathers eyes

Told him what you did to me

All he said was ''what a lie''

Over being undermined

My love will hide the pain

I guess it's funny how destruction

Made me everything you wanna be

Tell me that you're sorry, want a laugh, I want a comedy

See me on the podium, you lose your tongue and honesty

You can't manipulate me, I'm in college for psychology

Just to let you know, you'll never bitter me or bother me

Paint me as a villain, when I should've got apology

Paint me as the villain, I told you the colors honor me

I need to give to you

No, I need to give to you

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I need to give to you

Reflection

Yo, I'm not a flawless human

And I will never be

That's not my goal, that's not my fight

Just know that Heaven see

All that I'm doing in the light or in the felon tree

You didn't have to get the ammo for your weaponry

'Cause all you ever had to do

Is come and let me rest in peace

But you couldn't do it

And I don't blame you for it

'Cause it's me too

I lost the beauty of my stunning vision

I put the world upon my shoulders

Started running with it

The tears are flowing

I'm breaking through in this moment

The therapist feels alone

And I ask her why I'm still coping

My heavily weight emotions

Too comfortable with the growing in solitude

That I'm throwing affection right out the window

Survivor I gotta win this

No matter what bond has ended

No matter who is offended

'Cause everyone opportunist

I'm twisting until the cube is as blue as my hands

I'm foolish to think that I'll just get through this

But I…

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I need to give to you

Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I need to give to you