I Broke / Build Me Back Up, Lyrics

Swim

Swim against the current

I'm a girl I once wasn't

Dealt with all the shame

That I felt within my name

Running five circles through the attic

I broke

Tell my family they don't have to panic

Build me

Classified behavior posttraumatic

Back up

I broke build me back up all together like

Running eight circles through the backyard

I broke

Tell my family they don't have to act hard

Build me

Classified for pulling out the last card

Back up

I broke build me back up all together like

Yeah

Now I'm looking to Heavens

Wanna find Bala

I'll ask him what he's heard today

Compared to last summer

You see your honor be a mother for two daughters

That will never find the heart to love each other

Tell me how you feel about it

Come on down to earth

And we could talk here

Chapter five, chapter five

Replay the moments you felt sorrow in the afterlife

And maybe God is so forgiving that we might unite

But then I see

Young me in the mirror

With the salt on her cheek

Young me in the mirror

Hoping anybody seen

What really happened

What happened then?

Mama tried

Daddy tried

But I guess I'm still dramatic

And I can't be saved

I still got the cut on my right arm

Seeing red when the truth leave a bite mark

Sight scarred

Child fight hard

Bright spark so lost

Wrong time in the right part

Get 'em

Yeah

Now I'm moving through the Heavens

And I found Florin

I'll try to cry, but don't abide

The water kept pouring

You see your son pull out a ring and act a fool

All transactional and cool

'Till the shine wears off the jewels

So he over justifies

Money is the lover's pride

Might I say two hundred times

That's not what the heart implies

But who am I to speak?

I got my own baggage

Packed up in the automatic go carriage

Running five circles through the attic

Now I'm on the floor breathing heavy in a panic

Please don't ask me who has done the damage

I don't wanna say it

I don't wanna disadvantage

I

Just wrote all about it, read the adage

When you understand it

I can heal the dent and balance

You

Hope I'm not agreeing, but it's better

To let go of pain

When DNA keep us together

Damn

Hey lieverd met mama

Even checken of je nog heel veel pijn hebt?

Dat was het

Doeg, doeg