my heart Lyrics

In the SUV, you picked me up

Not used to making dumb decisions

But now I make them, and they embrace them

Don't know what the fuck I've become

'Cause I'm not me, I can see, you can see

And you're what I need, need, need

I don't deserve my heart but neither does nobody else

I've never felt this way before

I'm feeling this way for myself

I'm selfish, only care for me

I'm helpless, you're what I need

I'm reckless, terrifying

I'm heartless, what happened to me

I'm selfish, only care for me

I'm helpless, you're what I need

I'm reckless, terrifying

I'm heartless, what happened to me

Everything I love I break

Everything I care for I destroy

So it got me thinking, what if I just don't care anymore

Break relationships, break my tightest bonds

Break everything, do what I want

Is this what I want

Is it what I need

Need to be alone, it's my destiny

Standing far away, I knew I would find you one day

You would cause my facade to break

And everything I've built for me would just get destroyed

I don't deserve my heart but neither does nobody else

I've never felt this way before

I'm feeling this way for myself

I'm selfish, only care for me

I'm helpless, you're what I need

I'm reckless, terrifying

I'm heartless, what happened to me

I'm selfish, only care for me