fragmented memories Lyrics

Fragmented memories

I try to put it behind me

But I just keep getting reminders, and I don't wanna find her

Find her in the depths of my mind

That stupid shit, I just don't got the time for

But I let it consume me, break me down inside

Why won't you escape the back of my mind

'Cause all the time, I wasted on you

It's all coming back now, as I forget about you

Some days, I just wish things were different

But most days, I just enjoy the distance

Nothing's wrong, but I wish you would fix it

God damn, I hate my own persistence

You wanna know what I think about you

Keep it on the low, so nobody knows it's true

I hide my feelings deep in my memories, but when fragments come back, it'll be the end of me

I see sparks, and I think of you

I'll hear a Clairo song, and I'll think of her

You put me on and now I listen when I'm hurt

I'll be with anyone, but they're just not her

Find her in the depths of my mind

That stupid shit, I just don't got the time for

But I let it consume me, break me down inside

Why won't you escape the back of my mind

'Cause all of the time, I wasted on you

It's all coming back now, as I forget about you