Why is everybody so delusional Lyrics

I know that I'm being crazy

I just need you to myself

And if you didn't come, then maybe I would not find help

If you didn't come, I'd probably never find myself

You care about the little things where no one else would give a fuck

When I'm not with you

Feels like I'm running out of luck

It's like bottle after bottle pick it up and then I'm stuck

Let's make the most of what we got let's try and live it up

I really don't take much convincing said I'm giving up

Should I pick it up?

Or should I pick up the phone?

I really need you here. I'm sick of being alone.

You told me that it wouldn't hurt

You showed me that's not how it works

Why is everybody so fucking delusional?

I got a sword up on my back and I will use it

Put me in an anime I feel like Yu-Gi-Oh

Girl, I really don't have shit what would you use me for?

Yeah when I'm not with you

It's like I'm running out of luck

Now it's bottle after bottle pick it up and then I'm stuck

I know that you're the only one who ever really gave a fuck

I know I made some bad decisions but now I just want your love

Should I pick it up?

Or should I pick up the phone?

I really don't do well

Anytime I'm alone

I think I'll start experimenting, see if I can bleed

I know I'm not too good I get it if you hide from me

Just don't lie to me

I'm too high for me

No, I can't see

As everything just fades away while I sit here, so gracefully

Your beauty plain to see