Trying my best//useless Lyrics

You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress

I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less

Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress

Where were you when I was standing crying out for help?

I got too much, I don't wanna think about how I felt

I feel useless, lately I just ain't been doing well I've been through this, I know I'll just find myself in hell

Yeah my mind is going blank

It's like every step I take

I think everything is fake

Except my need for you to stay

We talk for hours

We just lay

I wish I could see our fate

But my crystal ball got shattered, so we'll have to wait

You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress

I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less

Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress

Like, where were you when I was crying struggling to breathe?

I've been through this, now I know that nothing's what it seems

I was never here, and my mind I was never clear

But girl, if you started crying then I'm wiping all your tears

You say I'm not trying, I was trying my best Girl, I told you I wasn't lying now I die in distress

I went out lookin' for more, all I was finding was less

Now I just take out my sword so I can deal with the stress

Where were you when I was standing crying out for help?

I got too much, I don't wanna think about how I felt

I feel useless, lately I just ain't been doing well I've been through this, I know I'll just find myself in hell

Yeah my mind is going blank

It's like every step I take

I think everything is fake

Except my need for you to stay

We talk for hours

We just lay

I wish I could see our fate

But my crystal ball got shattered, so we'll have to wait