After Hours Lyrics

Yeah I really want my momma

Yes I'm thankful for all the other

But the one I share wit my brother

Still wouldn't trade her for nothing

And I really want my father

The one I share wit my sister

Living dangerously left yo kids home

Hope you're wondering how your kids grow

Is it wrong for me to think bout her

She prolly didn't want to but she gave her child up

Then you an't come see your children

Now I'm wondering how are you living

I know you had a past ain't nothing different

And I'm older and I promise I forgive you

Not having you ain't know how to show my all feelings

Years keep going by and I noticed I feel the distance

I know you said that all I gotta do is pick up da phone

And then you'll pick me up and take me back to ya home

But if you reached out to me

I'd be way more willing to go

It's crazy you came to graduation

With no money to put towards college maybe

God is showing me that he's making ways and

Everybody's parents ain't always gone save they baby

Everything you've done when I needed change I appreciate it

Will not let unfortunate situation to deviate me

I may not be perfect but lessons I learn with keep me pacing

Now it all feels weird cause I'll pick up a blunt just to feel safer

Don't feel bad cause with all the things it had made me greater

Fought through all the times when I cried when I had hear'd your name up

You can tell me one thing that'll probably would just ease the pain up

if you gave me then why didn't you come to get me later

Late night thought keep on lurking

Every one they got me hurting

Never said that I hate you even if you deserved it

I feel like I was cursed damn

But I'm a better person

And with every that happened I just wanted a family

Yeah I really want my momma

Yes I'm thankful for all the other

But the one I share wit my brother

Still wouldn't trade her for nothing

And I really want my father

The one I share wit my sister

Living dangerously left yo kids home

Hope you're wondering how your kids grow

Is it wrong for me to think about him too

I be thinking bout the dude when I'm sitting in da booth

He told me when I spit I better go spit the truth

And he also be rapping man I gotta surpass him

You thought me what to do but taught me in da wrong way

Think about your daughter and how she always feel lonely

I'm trying to help raise her and talk to her when I'm home G

But there's a spot I can't fill up inside her heart man

One day she asked me like "do they really want me"

Talking bout you and her mom she like "what yall doing"

This girl was like only nine you see how that hurt me

I don't know what to say you treat us like unimportants

But you got on some fresh new Jordan's

Taking care of other kids saying "gotta get things all sorted"

Hearing the same old story's kinda is getting annoying

Love you as a father don't think I'm liking you as a Person

Neither one of you can say that you were really here

Not talking bout no money unless it was towards my whole career

Haven't seen a thing man what about when my mentals veered

Off to the left and I almost died you were never near

We got a few times that we shared 20 days 20 years

All the numbers can't compare it seems like you never cared

But forget we are here and I made it I make it clear

Say deuces to all da peers and the people who aren't here

Late night thought keep on lurking

Every one it got me hurting

Never said that I hate you even when you deserved it

I feel like that I was cursed damn

But I'm a better person

And with every that happened I just wanted a family

Yeah I really want my momma

Yes I'm thankful for all the other

But the one I share wit my brother

Still wouldn't trade her for nothing

And I really want my father

The one I share wit my sister

Living dangerously left yo kids home

Hope you're wondering how your kids grow

Yeah my life was miserable

We all need healing growth

I'm venting so here we go

I think that you should know

I can't get you off of my mind

I can't get you off of my mind

I think about you all the time

I think about you all the time